Yeah, talk about a million and a zillion thoughts.. Some many weeks ago, things were all up and running smoothly. And then, suddenly everything just seems to come down, as if its a curtain closing upon a show and signifying the end of everything. I dunno, cant say i didnt try my best for everything. I tried, I really did..
I guess its time i channel some of my energy on other things, such as projects, catching up on lagging school work, & just being there for another friend..
yeah, sometimes trying to help n being concerned might turn out to be harmful since ultimately, it could be perceived by others to be intrusive, meddlesome, or as most singaporeans might put it, kay-poh-ism.. but I guess its either I get overworried bout this & leave a friend in the lurch, or I heck these potential comments & be just sincere abt everything. I choose to choose the latter. I know how it feels like when one really wants to talk to someone, but there's just no one to talk to and confide in, and everything is just kept within instead..
I think I reali suck at helping ppl sometimes.. Just am unsure when i should or should not come in . hmm..
But I really do mean to just be there for someone, and listen, talk, anything..
Take Care :)
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It's difficult to ask of you to avoid helping another person when that particular person in question is someone of importance to you, or simply put it: someone you cared.
Even if he/she (let's assume he) isn't appreciating the favour, or maybe he does but doesn't express it. Or in the worse case, he blatantly put it across and into your face that your actions are outright intrusive; in either case, you will still continue to care for him even when you have decided not to help anymore.
I understand because I have been in a similar situation.
In the end, it dawned on me that I should have dedicate this time to people who really need it. Everyone can do a part in helping lah, I'm sure you've tried. Most of the time, you can't do anything to help, but staying still and listen is what's most imperative. In the process, do keep your judgements, your ideas, your perspectives aside. Don't even offer to provide any alternative view points unless it's requested.
If you really have the extra time, perhaps dropping by Jiajun's will be ideal? Since he really needs our support.
Think about it bah. But don't dwell on it. Think and move on. Cheers!
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