:)

Had a super nice Monday, reali reali enjoyed myself.. It then led me to a long thinking time while on the drive back home, which then led me to my decision :) THANKS Raynor! for taking the time to help me settle the picture which i needed to help to change to black-and-white urgently, all because i lacked the skills and software to do so myself, and even though I headed to the engin PC cluster to checkout the computers to see if they had photoshop installed, they didnt.. Thanx for the help despite the superly duperly duperlyy shooorrrttt notice.. I really do appreciate it alot alot.. Thanx lots bro! :)

It was a heart-thumping-cum-popping out time on tuesday night :) haha.. nearly had a "heart attack".. but im so glad it went fine :) thanku :)

Wednesday, well, a loonngg day.. shagged out, totally. but was like wide awake at 11pm+ :p which is actuali more like sleeping time! zzzz . haha

Thursday: H a p p y V a l e n t i n e s ' D a y ! :) :)

There are many things that i wan to say, and would love to do :) But i'm scared that i will somehow be held back by fears and worries, and then inadvertently screw things up without knowing.. I hope that what i'm doing, and have been doing, is right :) I reali hope so..

Perhaps its cos of things that have happened in the past -- flashbacks. Not the fear of getting into something, but rather, worries of doing something wrong, sth which might turn the tables upside down instead, and cause the curtains to come down..

But i just wanna say this with all my heart:

I want to, and will, do my best for tis all :)