disbelief

This really sucked. As in, really S-U-C-K-E-D.

Yeah, I never expected things to end this way. Definitely not.
That had never occurred to me all these while.
I tried, I really did. Up til the very last moment.
I still tried to help you see light.
I tried to salvage whatever that was damaged.
I thought that talking would clear things up. And settle things better.

Well, even as a friend, I think it was only right to, at the very very least, make some time to talk about everything. In person. i.e. A proper chat.
I think I deserve that from you, at the very least.
Consider it the most basic form of respect for someone who really genuinely cared.
Or if that isnt significant at all, at the very least, for a f-r-i-e-n-d now.
Not this.
You are able to find time to do other things still. Despite a busy schedule.
So is it really so difficult to set aside some time to talk to somebody who really cared all these while? Even if it might mean jus one more time?

Yeah, jus saying to forget about it all and pretend nothing ever happened.
Its easy to say.
And i cant believe you actually tell that to me.

Thanks for walking out of my life in this way.
It was the very LAST thing I would have expected to happen.
In fact, I never even expected it.
nOt from you.