reflections . . .

Reading week.. helluva lots of things to do. I finally finished reading MOM today.. phew. gonna have to finish reading up Materials tmr, so as I can feel more at ease with myself. Much as I'd like to join the guys tmr to do MOM past yr papers, I think for my own 'safety', I'd better finish up Materials tmr first before I do anything else.. if not, my mood on monday would most likely be stuck on MOM, and the next time i'd be touching Materials is on Wed morning, and that would be disastrous and even more scary.

HR paper was over on Thursday.. I didnt have time to write all I really wanted to, so i had to cut short and write a quick conclusion, stopping when the examiner announced "Pls stop writing". My arm hurt from all the scribbling and writing! think my tutor would be having one heck of a time reading my handwriting.. It's like a spider falling into a bottle of ink and then climbing out and scampering all over the booklet. haha.

On thursday itself, i got to catch up with my good friend (but phantom in lecture), Craig. I always only see him during exam season at the exam venue! haha.. After my HR paper, I dropped by TH to collect my design log book, and so i also gave Craig a lift back to TH. Got to catch up a little with him. I also dropped by Raynor's room.. It was great to see Raynor again, and seeing him getting along seemingly well in hall. And i admire his room.. With his gadgets and all, it looks so cool la! haha.. Spent a great half and hour talking to him too :) though i felt rather bad waking him up.. had actually contemplated whether or not to wake him up, but craig solved that problem for me by giving a damn hard knock on his door. hahaha.. sorry raynor! lol

Haa. Sometimes I feel so resigned about things.. but owells. That's what life is all about right? And I have to learn -- and correct -- where I erred, and also to learn to handle situations in a better and more tactful way. Sighs.. Sometimes how i wish things were a little bit more different.. a little more leeway for me to move . . .

Thank you :)