1 week's gone. Just like that.. reminds me of how fast time can be once again. Back in dec during my VA days, the weeks seemed to pass abit slower as compared to that during school time. And of course, with more enjoyment and less "headaches".

Thursday, caught up with Craig (FINALLY!). Had lunch with him and Roy at the Ginza market food centre, our standard chicken rice. And then stoned in his room, before i decided to head back home for a rest n bath before back to school at 6pm again for Heavenly MAths lecture.

Friday: 9-10am lecture. Well, to be precise, 9-9.45am lecture. After which, Sam Kyrin Mel Jian and I went to Ginza for breakfast, and then headed to Clementi bookstore to buy the textbook for Feedback Control. Had an afternoon free then. Met up with the VA guys as well. Good catching up time =)

Saturday. Was online all day. Basically just stoned and relaxed at home. Surfed net. And had a "great" time sorting out my tutorial timetable.

Today:
I was supposed to go cycling with Sara, but she wasnt feeling well. Wanted her to rest at home instead, but she wanted to come out still, so we went to Ikea for our "chapalang" breakfast. Before that, had a brief meet with Berlin as well =)
SAra and I had a good chat during tat time. She bought a laptop support with cushion, and i almost psycho-ed her to buy a stand for her printer! hehe =P And I felt abit better after opening up my thoughts.. Went to cut my hair in the afternoon as well.

Though it still stings even though it has been 1week now, but still. Life goes on. I dont want to let one sentence drag me down with such disappointment for so long. Its simply not worth it anymore. Up till now, I still cant believe those words that were said. Yeah, they were small simple words, and it is afterall a minute issue. And yes, it will seem like i am a bickering childish small boy. Perhaps its just a gender thing, but then again, that doesnt seem to make sense because the current situation obviously is proving that gender differences is nOt to be the case. Perhaps it is just me. Yes, I have put myself in the shoes and thought about it, for days. From the male-female point of views even. To be fair, there have been good times spent too.. But now I am jus so disappointed that the amount of sensitivity, considerations, effort which i'd put in all these while towards the friendship, and sensitivity towards one's feelings, to build up a trusted friendship, on normal times as well as during that difficult time, seemed to be all simply gone to naught. What i showed as concern, became apparently "overwhelming". Even though i'd hardly called, or done much of other things to indicate making a move. Other than wanting to help ensure the safety of the individual. And do something. As compared to what certain others have done, I'm sure it would be more "guilty" of that than i was. But well, i dont want to compare things anymore.From that moment on, things changed. I lost my feelings, my trust, and beliefs that showing sensitivy to one's thoughts and feelings actually is worth doing. I have nothing to say at all. I'm dumbfounded. Totally.

I also watched "Step Up" during the afternoon. Am super impressed by the movie as well as the cool dance moves! makes me wanna take up something new to learn.. hahaha. and of course, reminds me of my Rag dance days in 2006! Love u all fellow raggers. Though i think i've distanced abit over the months.. but I still rmb those days n the fun n all that we had =)