Im sorry to all those whom i've offended along the way, knowingly or unknowingly. Been selfish in my thinking sometimes, i know. Regret having thoughts, but is apologising good enough? Caring about something or someone, is there such a thing as caring too much? when things dont exactly seem the way it is, and you have the initial unhappy thoughts, and you voice it out to someone, and then you decide to let it go as a small matter, is it wrong to feel this way too? Is it wrong to voice it out? or just keep it within yourself and let it pass? Sometimes i wish that my brain doesnt think at all, and that i wouldnt have to think of things. period.

Mixed feelings, all come together. Not a good feeling to have at all. Think i should attend a feeling-management course, so that i dont think too much, and curb some of the mood swings tat i experienced during this difficult time of falling sick and various other events. I can only say that im only human being, and I make mistakes, have my flaws, jus like everyone else do in other aspects perhaps.